Please don't be too harsh on yourself, dear. Everyone makes errors... I've done enough for my share, and even Om Swami once sent me a note of apology for what he did inadvertently. As long as we learn from our blunders and don't repeat them, all is well. Immense respect to you for speaking out the truth bravely. Super proud of you. Love you, sweetheart. 💕🙏🏼